Tuesday, March 2, 2010
Fast forward to the present. I find myself back in school (definitely a cause for celebration!). I also work third shift, so sleep sometimes doesn't get the attention it deserves, and my panic attacks that were a result of PTSD have now developed into a panic disorder. I will say that I have learned pretty well how to cope with panic and am working towards defeating it...go me! I also have done a ton of healing emotionally, and find myself ready to stop hiding behind my weight and disappointment with myself for letting my body get back to a state of obesity. I swore i would never go back and yet here i am. So, this blog is more than an outlet for me...its a way to create accountability. I hope that as I go through this process I might also help someone else find the inspiration and determination they need to reach their own goals. Here's to the journey!!!!